Jan 24, 2008

to work or not to work

i have been thinking of what i should do. staying in the house is no fun. all i do is watch tv, go online, play computer games, eat and sleep. i know im wasting precious time. i could actually start reviewing already but i can't seem to concentrate because every time i get hold of my books and notes i can't help but think of the board exam result.

i was really planning of working and i have recevied emails and calls for interviews but a part of me does not want to work right now because if i do pass the boards i would want to practice my nursing profession. that only means i would have to resign and that would be totally unfair to whoever is going to hire me right now.

all that i am really waiting for right now is the results of the board so that i'ld know what to do. but it seems like the results are not coming out anytime soon. argh! im really so confused right now. if i don't pass the boards, i will have to start reviewing immediately. if i pass the boards, i will have to start working in a hospital setting and pursue plans to go abroad.

so, should i work or not? i have 2 interviews scheduled next week with two really good companies. one of the other fears i have of working is i might like it and postpone plans of practicing nursing which is sayang naman and would only complicate things. hay. life.

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