very disappointing when you suddenly feel you are not needed anymore. when all the things you have done are taken for granted. when you are not appreciated for the things you do and the mistakes you commit are what they always remember.

is it time for a change? is it time to finally move on...maybe im just here because i am so used to it already that i don't want change. maybe the happiness i used to feel is not there anymore.the feeling of fulfillment is missing. that i am just here for the sake of doing something. that maybe this is not where i am suppose to be. that something out there is waiting for me.