i hate it when im not 100% ok...i woke up this morning and my tonsil's hurt really bad. i knew a flu is coming bec i was not feeling ok last night--i didn't even finish my drink!

went to the office this morning, for over tawad but i was totally useless bec i feel feverish. i came in at 10am (suppose to be 8:30) and then at 3pm i was like "aren't we going home yet" nyikes! nakakahiya!

today is not a happy day--i know i should always think of everyday as a happy day but today is simply not. there are things that you want to have happened but it didn't. you get sad and disappointed but in the end there is nothing really you could do but accept things as they happen and pray that it doesn't happen again. i guess it will always be ok to feel bad beacause we are only human--and it is ok to cry.

CRY--believe it or not, i was watching wish ko lang and i cried! hehehhee...i guess it's the hormones but i was just really touched with the featured story of a family who lives in the pier. Imagine that they have to pay 20 pesos each just to use the bathroom. how lucky are we that could live at the comforts of our home. use the bathroom without paying a single centavo, sleep in our beds, eat at a dining table with decent food. The family came from the province (cant remember where) and went here to manila "para makipagsapalaran". argh! i hate that line....people in the provinces think of manila as the land of milk and honey, which is totally not true. in the provinces you could just plant at the backyard and viola! you have food to eat. here in manila, lahat may presyo. going back to the story. the show sent the family back to the province (salamat!) and gave them a sari-sari store for livelihood. the other story was about an unano who was a good student. he worked hard, had very good grades, persevered and has determination to finish school despite of being unano. his mom died recently and before that their house got burned. they gave him a computer, a fishball cart and a college scholarship. hehehe--in short i cried twice! buti na lang nakatulog na ako! i wrote wish ko lang last year and they did call me and wanted to do my story but my mom backed out. sayang overnight stardom sana!