Stress

I just remembered I have to go over some credit reports for T. He asked me to go over them about a week ago but I totally forgot about it and know that he really needs it by monday, I'm stressing and cramming over it. It's crazy because I have to go over so many things. I got the credit reports online and getting them was super easy but making sure I go over every single detail is the difficult part. I have to get this done before I start my weekend for I surely won't be able to do this over the weekend.

so many things i want to blog about but i just end up deleting my entries.

2 opps have already expired and i still have a few pending but i just can't seem to write.

i want to go to the salon for a haircut but im so lazy.

i just want to play the scruffs, super granny 4 and wedding dash all day. i have been recently addicted to games and have finished quite a few the past days.

i have long wanted to create another blog under my own domain name. a lot of things got in the way ( including the board exams), but i am now in the process of finishing this. i never thought it is difficult. i know computer and internet basic only so completing my own website and personalizing it is really difficult. help me Lord!

i have stayed home the rest of the week apart from a quick trip to the grocery with mom and dad. i was really glad i was able to go out last night. traffic was really bad as yesterday was the last payday before christmas and a lot of the companies had their christmas party last night. with the traffic, the plan of going to serendra was scrapped and we just went to trinoma. had dinner and then watched enchanted which was a nice movie (ohh, i love mcdreamy!). after the movie just went around trinoma a bit and then went home.

i have spent half of today watching season 3 of hell's kitchen. i love hell's kitchen the only downside is it makes me really hungry. i am hoping to finish the third season tonight and get to finish my opps as well.

i eat too much.

i do nothing and i eat a lot. im thinking it's december and maybe i could justify my eating. but i can't. i ate rice again when i started reviewing for the boards and promised i'll go back to no rice or rice once a day after the boards but i can't resist eating. i got so used to eating rice again. im so dead.

im sooo bored! thank God that im still getting "jobs" because that is the only thing that keeps me busy. im bored but im lazy too that is why i didn't go to the job interview i was invited for yesterday. yeah, talk about wanting to have a job.

all i do is play computer games, watch dvd movies, finish watching everything i have downloaded the past months, eat, blog, surf and sleep. i have wanted to do all this a few weeks back but it can also be tiring pala.

what to do?

the results of the board exam is to come out next year. word has been out that the results will come out by february. i've been thinking of what to do. i mean i can't just do paid opps especially now that getting opps has not been easy because of the PR ranking. im really hoping i pass the local boards so that i could already take the next step. my friends are already taking care of their documents for the NCLEX. i am opting to wait for the results of the board exams. im also thinking of either going to canada or new zealand but all of this will take time.

if i pass the nursing board exams, i will have to practice my nursing profession. i have already a few friends willing to help out on this so right now i just really need to pass.

at the same time, im bored. apart from being bored im broke. so this christmas is still going to be a merry one as it always is but no buying of gifts for now and hopefully people will understand (babawi na lang me!).

i want to go back to work and i have already sent out my resume to some companies i like. i would rather not work for a call center though and i want to work somewhere near my house. i hate traffic. i have already received a call this morning and that is a good sign, right? at least that means that my resume is still attracting employers.

decisions. decisions. so many things to really consider and pray for. my skin is breaking out already with all the stress and thinking. my mind is not used to being used all the time, teehee. hopefully, things will be much brighter in the coming weeks.

im bad trip.

why?

wala lang.

just bad trip.

i have 8 opps to do. i have not visited my friends blog. i have emails to reply too. i need to make a trip to the salon for a pedicure. i have to make sure my uniform still fits. i have pictures from my cousin to download and upload to multiply. i have so many things i want and need to do but at the same time im sooo tired already and i will need to call it a day. i will do my opps tomorrow ( i promise to finish them all because opps means money). i can't wait for the board exams to finish. i need my life back!

the traffic has been so bad the past few days. the travel time from review center to home which should only take 15-20 minutes has been stretched to an hour for the past week. ugh! i could only imagine how bad the traffic gets once december comes!

bits and bits

love.love. andrea's new album!

**************



had a frog feast over the weekend at nueva ecija. believe it or not, it was YUM-O!

**************

im just glad it's monday no more tomorrow. im keeping my fingers crossed that the next few days will be less stressful. great week ahead to all!

belated happy father's day to all the dad's!

i had a busy weekend as i had to go to work saturday and then was out the whole day of sunday to celebrate father's day. pictures are posted here.

work today and yesterday was super hectic with a manager from australia visiting. the morning traffic has been so bad the past 2 days too. the travel to work even if im comfortably seated is still tiring. i miss working in quezon city.

im ranting again, and it's only tuesday. i have 3 more days of work. God save me!

since i now work in ortigas i have started taking the public transportation again. i don't think it is reasonable to have someone bring me to and from work bec gasoline has become very expensive. going to work is a breeze. my dad drops me off the mrt station and then i ride the shuttle to ortigas. going home though, i have no choice but to take the mrt.

even if the trip home is fast, i hate the mrt scene. i hate it that people all stay near the doors even if they get off on the last station. i hate it that everyone races out when they could just give way and get off in an orderly manner. i hate it that some people cut the line on going out of the station. i hate it that simple things like this make riding the train more complicated. going home is not suppose to be stressful.

i know everyone is rushing home but that is no reason to push other people and to act as if you are going to die if you are the last person off the train. take note, i get to observe this to happen every day. how i wish filipinos would learn to be more disciplined. or atleast learn to still practice discipline. we don't have to be in another country to be one!

i don't know on why he won for congressman for the first district of quezon city. the man is crazy. he has never done anything good for the district but tolerare the squatters.

that's the exact reason i prefered abe abesamis over bingbong crisologo during the last elections even if abe posted his posters on our front fence. atleast he was true to his word and had the posters removed hours after i went to his office.

i heard bingbong say on tv that the demolition of the squatters area along a creek in quezon city was illegal. didn't he even realize that those people are the ones who have illegal built their houses? i heard he has a big property along g.roxas in quezon city, i would suggest he just donate it and have the squatters now left homeless because of the demolition stay on his property.

how he acted was conduct unbecoming of a government official. watch the video and see for yourself what i actually mean. mind you, a few days before the said incident he also stopped a demolotion along e.rodriuez.

it has been tiring at work for the past two days. i always end my shift tired. sometimes stress could really get into you. the past two days has been really busy. i have a long list of things to follow-up and check. eeek!

it's a good thing i was able to meet up with friends for dinner. i have not gone out for weeks and it felt soooo good to be with friends. it was just suppose to be me and tita mai, but arlet texted me to say she was in galleria. it was an impromptu dinner but just the same i had fun.

it is back to reality tomorrow, hopefully i get to finish my "things to do list" by friday. i hope work is less stressful tomorrow--i wish!